it has been almost a week since we put Jordan down and it hasn't been easy. the first few days were very hard and i cried a lot. the last few days have been much better. i still miss her, i still wish she were here, but i don't hurt so much. i am making ...

Jordan I miss you!I couldn’t see; it was dark, you let in the lightyou fed me, made my tummy full; I couldn’t get enoughI started to move, you stopped meI growled, you criedyou kept me in a playpen, I crawled outI got out of the yard, you shouted for me in ...

Dear Jordan,Oh my God, you're gone.I'm so sorry. Your spirit was so strong, but your body was so weak. You could hardly stand or walk. You were still so happy. You never let us know how much you hurt. You were too proud. But I know you hurt, and I know it was bad.You could've ...

so it has been months since my last blog entry. why now? because at this moment, today is the worst day of my life. i awoke with two dogs, i am going to bed with one. to say i am consumed by grief would be putting it lightly. for anyone who knows me and my ...