i haven't posted anything in a while. not to mention that the page was a little screwed up and only showed through july. i got that fixed. at the beginning of september there were some issues with my hosting service and the site was down for a few days, then stale. all is fixed and ...

i think things with aidan and me are fine now. i just need to know how to approach him when i get home instead of barging through the door, grabbing him and tossing him around (i didn't really do that anyway), i need to be low key on arrival.last night he was fine when i ...

last night started out bad with aidan again. he was asleep when i got home. when he woke up i went to get him and he gave me the "who are you?" look. i picked him up and he cried and squirmed until i handed him to karen. after dinner i fed him pears. he ...

just spoke with karen. she mentined that i could have called and asked her to bring my clothes to the gym. i guess that would've worked, had it occurred to me.boy do i feel stupid now.

oh yeah on a different note.i decided to start going to the gym before work starting today. there is a 24-hour fitness off the freeway on my way to work. so last night i got my gym bag and work clothes ready. i was going to take a shower and get dressed at the gym ...

i feel like i need to add to the last post, because after re-reading it i feel there is more to the situation contributing to my feelings than the last post states.as his "mommy phase" has slowly intensified over the past weeks, i took comfort in the knowledge that at least i had the play ...

wowno one ever told me that some of the hardest parts of parenting would be the emotional toll it takes. i knew that there would be emotional hardships, but i figured karen and i would burden them together, not me alone.she is exhausted at how much of her time aidan takes. i am depressed at ...